Any hints? help!

My gf scares. Actually I am from Southern Europe, she is from East Asia, we met each other here in the UK, and after some time being tohether we have been discussing about serious serious plans of us about the future. However, when I mentioned to her that I want to know if I am special to her (because she had mentioned (not clearly thought) that she had had sex with some people in the past) she said that yes I am and that she had only had one relationship before. Then I said to her that she had had sex with a lot of people in the past before meeting me. She said "did I say that to you???" I said "yes" because actually she had said so, long time ago when we had firstly met, I don't know if she remembers it. Then she started to say that she feels sad about that, that "I am not a whore" etc. Then she said "most of the times it didn't happen with my will". Then I asked her to explain to me in detail. We were texting on fb and she said that she wouldn't like to type it , (so she will tell me in person) because she wouldn't like her past to be recorded! She also said to me that her life was in a mess and that she didn't know what she wanted to (people, experience, life, future) but that know at least she knows that she wants love and the one that she loves to travel around the world with her (although she said that she still needs to figure out the rest of the tthings that she wants). She says that she loves me a lot and wanna get married to me and live happily together. Other things about her personality, is that she is the most possesive gf I have ever met and that at the same time, she is very sex addicted. Her words (my life was in a mess, I don't want it to be recorded, I hope I won't lose you, I didn't know that I should only have sex with people that I love) have scared me! What could it be about??

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