Anal sex How to bring it up again.

Hey everyone I was here a while ago and got some good advice and it has helped but something happened today that made me feel like crap. Long story but i will keep it quick. Last night my wife and i were being intimate, and she pulled out a toy and i started using it on her and she exploded and said she was just to sensitive after using the toys for penetration so she started giving me a hand job and playing with my ass with the toy she said she was going to stick it in, I was really uptight but I had told her when we first started having anal sex a long time ago and she was really worried about it (but after taking our time and trying it she absolutely loves it.) i would let her do it to me one day well she was just rubbing it on my ass hole and it felt really good she grabbed some lube and just put a little pressure on it and slipped it and it felt so good i exploded. Now Im not worried about my sexuality and to be honest i never thought i would enjoy it but wow i did. We talked a little last night and she came up with the idea of a toy we could use together. so i spent some time today looking up what was available. And tonight after my s on went to bed we had a few minutes and i brought up the subject and told her i looked up some options and wanted to talk to her and see what she was interested in. Well her comment was "Im really wierded out about you enjoying this" and then she made me feel bad for enjoying it and would not talk about it anymore. her tone made me feel like crap. Help me out how do i bring this up or should i just forget about it? Any Advise would be great thanks.

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