Talking about girls with guys

So I am a guy and I'm 100% straight but I feel like I'm not expressing my sexuality very well. My friends keep on talking about how hot or attractive a girl they meet looks, keep on talking about sex and stuff, but I tend to keep that inside and not say it to anyone, even my closest friends. This isn't a thread to talk about why I think I'm different to others or special or anything, that's not what I want to talk about, but I don't know why I do it. I never talk about who I like to anyone. My friends even accused me of being gay once, because they notcied I don't talk about girls much and they kind of annyoed me with that for a while.. I have never had a girlfriend, mainly because I'm just so shy about showing interest in someone or making a move, and that relates back to expressing my sexuality. I sometimes feel complimenting someone is like confessing to a murder haha, I never told a girl I liked that it was me who sent her a Valentines Card, she probably thinks now it was fake.. Anyway should I be more open about who I like or keep it inside? I love women and respect them, but I feel like my head is going to explode sometimes with all the things I've kept inside..

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