lying wife caught

hi this is my second post, iposted earlier about 3 weeks ago that suspected my wife was cheating ,ive been married 26 years ,have 4 kids aged 18 throu to 23 ,ifound out by shear luck that my wife had befriended 2 20 year old men 18 months ago ,she is 44 she told me she felt sorry for them and was trying to help them get of drugs ,that was wat she originally told me her relationship with them was,she swore on her own kids lives thats all the relationship was a sort of motherly role to help them ,she showered them with gifts put mobile phones in her name and gave them to them ,ive worked out over 18 months she has spent between 15 to 20 thousand on them,ive now just found out that she was having sex with one of them on a regular basis as i work away in the mines and the other boy she was trying to have sex with but he said ha didnt ,both boys told her sisiter all about affiars ,and i was there when her sister was on the phone to them and heard it al l first hand tonight ,im gutted ,the kids are disgusted and want nothing to do with there mom ,her sister told the boys no more contact she is ill and needs help i am divorcing her but im gutted how do i go on....it rocked me to the core ,she would hound me for money and give it to her lovers ,she betrayed everything a mother and wife stands for ,im getting tested for stds ,i carnt sleep i feel sick all time can i get over this.....

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