I don't want my ex back, but I 'want her'.

I don't speak to my ex, I haven't done for over two months now. She's with someone else, I'm single - but it doesn't really bother me. My ex, when we were together said she had never done stuff with a guy before, I was the first. I'd done bit before, but me and my ex did everything but sex. Now, I don't want her back in the slightest. Too much crap happened between us that there would ever be a future, but I kinda still wanna do stuff with her. The idea of going out and getting with some random girl seems a bit seedy, but I doing stuff with my ex, in my mind, seems okay... even though I don't like her like 'that' anymore. Is this normal after a breakup, or am I just imagining her as 'friend with benefits?' Doing my nut in.

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