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How do I grieve but not give up entirely on love?

Hello All - Firebelly back again. I have (mostly) extricated myself from my rebound by moving to a foreign country (Canada) and am now finding myself feeling the feelings I would have felt had I not distracted myself with that.

Still love my husband but realizing more and more that our marriage was never that good and that love is not enough. I think the hardest thing for me is just starting to not believe in love or my ability to recognize it. I feel LOVE for my husband who was kind of a jerk to me and I feel NOTHING for the rebound who was a classic nice guy and would do anything for me and was completely sensitive to my needs.

Maybe the bottom line is that I don't trust myself to pick the right partner now, and that sucks. I feel like I just want to crawl into a hole and never date again but that thought makes me really despondent. Any thoughts welcome.




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