Do any of you ever think like this/have this feeling?

Ive always thought this for years but its something that doesnt seem to bother people or never gets mentioned. I think Im odd for thinking it but its true, I need to ask others if they sometimes feel the same so thought Id make this thread. I dont have psychosis or anything lol I guess Ive just always felt like this. Basically I wondered ..does it make you feel a bit uncomfortable the knowledge that you are weak/the same as everyone else, because it does me. Like for example doesnt it make you feel exposed/very vunerable the fact that others/anything/even doctors with an injection can kill you in minutes? And the fact that you are biologically the same as everyone else? I don't know why but it just makes me feel a bit ashamed knowing how vunerable I really am. Its like when you go to the doctors they give you medicine and have lots of knowledge of how your body works. I guess because im very private and dont like people knowing things about me Im like this. When I was younger I didnt really feel comfortable wearing t shirts/shorts not because i was ashamed of my image but because I felt like I was just revealing how vunerable i was to others ie made of skin/bone like everyone else.... even though everyone knew that anyway lol. Ive always been very reserved and never cry/hug because of this reason. The embarrasment is more with my parents than anyone else for some reason. Like I dont mind hugging people etc but would never do it if my parents were watching. Do any of you feel like this even a bit? Id never ask anyone this in real life as its just odd but I just wondered if others are the same..

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