Somebody help me!!

So our 10 year anniversary is in July. We have no kids together--I am feeling so lost right now. He is 9 years old than me, I will be 38 soon--and I don't know if I want this marriage any longer. I live in an affectionless marriage. I have begged, pleaded, initiated, cried for affection throughout our marriage except in the beginning when he showed it. I kept giving chance after chance, it will go good for a few weeks and then its like a circle it comes back around with nothing. No hugs, kisses, touches--nothing only when we are having sex. I feel so rejected sometimes when I have tried to get what I want by initiating and followed with a sigh or rolled eyes. I ask why he cant do these things I need and he says he doesn't know and he is not trying to hurt me. Everything is I don't know---well hell, if I knew maybe I could understand--but I don't freaking know either. I feel so lonely--I cannot stand being married and feeling alone. I can t do it anymore--he shuts completely down when I bring up the subject. He was so attractive when we first met, he had a nice job, he was supportive and attentive, affectionate, loving and caring--although we did have issues here and there--once, he told me he didn't show me affection and hold me cause he knew its what I wanted. I have told him I just don't want to be married anymore--and he is like ok, so I guess its it---he doesn't seem to care--or does he and he isn't talking to me because I have hurt him---I don't know what to do, I just want to be with someone who wants me--I feel so unwanted--anyone been through this??

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