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Scars and sex

Sorry if this is long, I'm fairly blabby:

I've recently been seeing someone new and we've slept together once (albeit while we were both pretty drunk). However I'm kind of reluctant to get naked again because I kind of hate my body. I have a lot of scars that are mainly a result of past mental health issues and they're pretty terrible.

I have a lot on my arms but I've been pretty lucky with them and they seem to have faded into a sort of mass of scar tissue that's not that noticeable in most lights. However I also have some embarrassing ones on my boobs as a result of compulsive skin picking. They're not that bad considering what I've done to them, but I can't help but think they must be awful to look at compared to most girls my age who probably have blemish free breasts. As if that wasn't enough I had a horrible reaction to some medication I was on last year, which has left me with some scars on my bum. So essentially, two of the major parts of my body a guy would want to look at during sex are horrible and disfigured.

I don't think the new guy noticed too much of all this the first time we had sex (unless he was just too polite to say anything) but I'm not really sure what to do/say to him as they make me feel horribly unattractive and I'm incredibly nervous. I guess I just wanted to get opinions on what you'd think about someone with this level of scarring. Would it put you off? Thanks.




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