ex over me already

so it's been about 5 weeks since my ex girlfriend (18) broke up with me (20) after 2 years together and i'm still hurting a lot and coming to terms with things. I think i've finally started to accept that it's actually over but i simply can't believe how someones emotions and feelings can change so quickly. I find it scary that someone can tell you that you mean so much to them and make you feel so loved then discard you like a piece of dirt in a matter of days and not even make an effort to ask how you're doing at any point afterwards. My ex is happy as larry and she's seeing other guys and enjoying herself, i wish i was in the same position but i'm not. After 2 years together, in which she constantly discussed her hopes of marrying me and being with me long term, i really can't understand how her feelings for me can go from love to nothing in such a short period of time. I feel like i'm grieving the relationship as though it's a death but it seems like water off a ducks back to her. Despite people telling me i'll meet someone else, this whole experience of seeing how fickle someones emotions can be has really scarred me. I thought this girl loved me unconditionally and knowing that she's over me so soon hurts like hell

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