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Is it weird for me to want another child?

I know that at 34 I'm not "to old" and certainly with my daughter and all we have way to much to handle now, but truth is, I would really like another child. My daughter will most likely be in college in 4 years at which point I'll be 38. Assuming I haven't found a woman by then I would honestly like to adopt. Not sure if single dad with a good income would pass though.

Anyway, I don't know why, but I've suddenly got these "baby urges", I'm sure you women will understand. I was thinking about when my daughter was just an infant, and how I miss getting up real early to feed her, or change her poopy diaper, or play with her. I miss it, I really do.

I know this may seem odd coming from a man, but few men have taken sole responsibility of upbringing children before, so maybe I'm just extra attached.

Especially when I see women here with big families such as SA I really would like that to. I love being a dad. I love being able to be there when needed and protect and provide. I love the hugs and kisses and especially when my daughter says "I love you dad". She used to say it ALL the time when she was real young. Even taking her to the park was always fun. I tried to get involved with single mothers but was always shunned; try as I might I could never get her a playdate....still kinda feel bad for that.

I dunno, maybe I'm going crazy but I'd honestly rather have another child in my life than a wife, as crazy as that may sound.

Have I lost it ladies? :o




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