| If you can get to the end of this please it may relate to a lot of you (Boy) It was the end of y9, me and my group of friends had made a thing of coming to a park like every other day just to chill and stuff. Then my friend invited some girls (all of whom i knew) as well as a girl called Becky, i knew of her and she was an attractive girl but i never really experienced anything to her before, then we got talking and texting and she came regular and yep, i fell for her, Slightly at first as what always happens. Then she got a boyfriend, i wasn't too upset tbh as it was only slightly i liked her, she broke up with him and threw that time we became really close and i started to love her really bad. I told her i liked her and she friendzoned me of course. However i just couldn't get it over it. This kept happening me saying i liked then over her now then again then again then again. Then cam y11, we fell out A MASSIVE fall out for around 6 months we didn't talk or anything. fully got over her and grew without her, then at the end of the year we made up, just randomly like i didn't really care but we did. I was completely different to her, more flirty, more confident. Because i didn't care, so i thought i'd ask her out on a date or something. Friendzoned again. WTF I MEAN WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO... i thought then we grew apart a bit but still friends and she thought i was over her. It's now y12, she has different friends and we still talked but recently we fell out, because i'm still in love with her and do stupid things, no matter how much i want to stop i am. It's like everytime i talk to a girl i compare them to her. My auntie said to me yesterday "bout time you had a gf " Immediately think of her. Even when you think you're over them and your love is controlled everytime she walks past you just feel different. It's horrible and i dunno what to do:/ I want it to end but then i want her too, she's that girl id love to introduce my family too. Tbh i'd like advice but advice is for people who knew the answer but wish they did not. I needed to get it out and bet you can relate to this. I'm tempted to just show her this, what you think? Thanks if you plowed through all that! | |||
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