Guy at work, I don't really know how I got here, majorly upset :(

Anon or delete please. Anyway, I posted about this guy at my place of work a couple times and the usual I really liked him and he flirted with me for a good 3-4 months and we were friends. I talked to him and became comfortable with him and we were on the same department. We kissed, just before he moved to another dept. I said he would forget about me but he insisted he'd still come and say hi, and also suggested we meet up. Then a few weeks later we kissed again and I was a bit uneasy for some reason, but then he said he was engaged. I was really upset but he came to me and said to message him. So I texted him asking if he could meet me to talk everything out properly. Because truth be told he was my friend before any of this, and I didn't want to lose that. But this guy is so spineless and made some crap excuse how he might not be in town. I was like whatever and said to him don't worry about it. He's considerably older than me, so it made me surprised that he'd be so immature. Anyway, things were seemingly getting better because I told myself that he wasn't worth my time and at work he wasn't working the same times as me, so I got on with it, and told myself that I have my whole life ahead of me. But yesterday, I saw him after 3 weeks. He came to my dept. and didn't even talk to me, he waved at me and smiled but nothing more. He then spent 15mins laughing loudly and casually chatting with a coworker/his friend who is on my dept. It killed me, like I felt quite sick how he could ignore me that I was considering trying to go home. So throughout that day I saw him 4-5 times and asked him to help me out with some customers queries and he did before quickly scurrying of to his dept. How one guy could do this to me, I honestly don't know, but I need to snap out of it. I can't quit, need the money and the jobs conveniently close. I told myself that the next time he comes up, I would use all my strength to go anywhere he wasn't and if my supervisor asks me where I was, I'd say I was helping a customer. I was so fine when I didn't see him, but it's all flooded back now. sorry for babbling. Long story short: Girl likes guy at work, they kiss girl finds out guy is engaged, but still wants to be friends guy avoids girl like the plague, girl feels like complete crap guy is always in girls head and she needs to get over it quicccck.

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