A Change in Attitude during your R

I will start by saying that for the most part our R has been ok transparency, calling from work and when she leaves, very remorseful all that stuff. However there are some nagging things still lingering- mainly I still think she hasn't been 100 % honest and still has some hidden actions that she is worried if she tells me I will be gone for good. Even though I have some evidence there is nothing concrete but it is hard to argue with phone records. and a few places she said she was going that I can't confirm from that time. So there is some impasse, her saying there is nothing else me saying I see some things that suggest otherwise. Ultimately ending with her saying if I can't get past this she is done (funny because she has told me several times she will be here as long as it takes to make this right) as she sees no sense in continuing. So my position is now this I am here but I am no longer promising anything, if I wake up tomorrow, next week, next month year whatever and decide I can't go on with what I think are half truths then she is out. You can imagine this has not gone over well but I am not the one who brought us to this so tough live with it just like I am trying to do and if you don't like it tomorrow, next year etc then you can call it over and leave as well. I say that to say this I think it has taken the last several months since this has happened for me to finally reach the point where I have learned I can go on without her, I wouldn't be happy at least not at first but what will happen will happen and my life will go on. I don't want to call it a hardening of my heart towards her or that I have fallen completely out of love with her( the sun does not rise and set with her anymore though) but I want to call it maturing in this process, at first you are stunned a novice not really knowing what to do just holding on then the confidence comes back and you know that you will be just fine no matter what. About d*mm time

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