LD wife wants to be sexually engaged

I need help. I am 30 years old Asian female. My husband is American. He has high sex drive. I have low sex drive. He is the greatest thing happened in my life. A few weeks ago, he told me that he has high sex drive and I cannot make him sexually satisfied. I had been depressed and was rejecting his sex a while that point. Our sex life wasn't great to start with. Him being the high drive guy, I see why he had to tell me that. It was killing him and he is looking out. Reading other postings in this forum made me realize how important sex life in marriage was. My husband tried to tell me multiple times and I didn't hear him then (I heard him but I didn't realize the seriousness). I feel terrible that I didn't realize it sooner. It may sound stupid, but I am from a country that suffers with lowest birth rate. One research I read about sex showed once a month is considered a lot there. I was raised that being sexual is not a good thing. Now seeing how important intimate sexual relationship with your partner is, I want to be as sexual as I can be. If that is not enough for my husband, I will have to let him go. But I want to try. I want him. I find him sexually attractive. He was my first guy I have ever been with. I felt being sexual or seemed horny was embarrassing. I thought women should be reserved and don't be so sexual, don't ask for sex. At my Dr's visit, I was told that many female struggles with image of being sexual but it is okay to be a bad girl in bed. I want to make this wonderful part of our connection. I want to enjoy it, explore with him and have fun. Since my husband has been rejected by me so many times, he said he does not want to initiate any more. He will always feel that what I try to do are guilty sex. I understand that and I feel terrible about that. But I want him to know that I want him. I still feel shy about it but I am excited to explore new side of myself. I hope that he will forgive me and be able to see me again without doubting me, but I don't know if it will happen. Any advice is much appreciated. Help me please.

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