Aside from my STBXH's cheating and drinking, Saturday was the last straw. We're supposed to take the boys to the beach and knowing how picky he is, I ask him what he wants me to wear. He says something to the beach. I put on a tankini and a coverup strapless terry cloth dress. He gets really upset and says he wants me to look sexy. The week before he had me put on shorts and pumps. I'm trying to go along with him until I get my ducks in row to leave him a month or two, maybe sooner now.
We end up arguing for about 10 minutes on how he doesn't want his wife to look the most unattractive. I told him not to be a **** and I don't intentionally try to look unattractive. I didn't realize how controlling, needy, and what a user he is.
Lord, and everyone here please help me. I have a good job, dependable car, supportive family, place to go, just got a new checking account with direct deposit, the only thing I'm worried about are the boys. I'm having a hard time leaving because I want the boys to have their dad around. I'm afraid if I leave him, he will start drinking again.
He doesn't like my hair, my makeup, my clothes, he makes me change my outfit. I'm sick of it. I'm so sick of him. I think he's such a bad guy on so many levels, the drinking, the cheating, the bartending job he won't give up. It's been about 13 years that I've been asking him to get a new job. I finally realize he's not going to change. His flirtatious ways. I'm sick of it.
We end up arguing for about 10 minutes on how he doesn't want his wife to look the most unattractive. I told him not to be a **** and I don't intentionally try to look unattractive. I didn't realize how controlling, needy, and what a user he is.
Lord, and everyone here please help me. I have a good job, dependable car, supportive family, place to go, just got a new checking account with direct deposit, the only thing I'm worried about are the boys. I'm having a hard time leaving because I want the boys to have their dad around. I'm afraid if I leave him, he will start drinking again.
He doesn't like my hair, my makeup, my clothes, he makes me change my outfit. I'm sick of it. I'm so sick of him. I think he's such a bad guy on so many levels, the drinking, the cheating, the bartending job he won't give up. It's been about 13 years that I've been asking him to get a new job. I finally realize he's not going to change. His flirtatious ways. I'm sick of it.
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