On Christmas Eve I became a bit too drunk and bumped into a really attractive girl I sort of know (friend of friends) and we carried on drinking until we were both very drunk.
In short (apologies for being over graphic here) we ended up at her place and became engaged in heavy petty and eventually oral sex. She reached that point where she really wanted penetration and I was, due to my alcoholic state "unable to rise to the occasion" so to speak. She became a bit agitated and eventually announced "I have a cure for guys who do this to me" and jumped off the bed and went to her beside draw, I thought she had some Viagra or something. WRONGLY.
She pulled on plastic pants with a strap on attached and put a condom on it, I expressed some reservations (I was terrified!) and she just said "trust me you'l love it turn over" She used some oil and fingered my anus with oil and oiled the strap on then invaded me. She seemed to be really enjoying her part whereby I was going through a mixture of emotions. Pain, confusion, and a bit of pleasure if I'm honest. As she reached orgasm (how does that happen for a woman in that situation?) she was more and more aggressive calling me names "gay, slut, pussy" asking me how I felt being "taken by a girl." I eventually ejeculated and felt ashamed I had done so in this scenario.
Afterwards she all but kicked me out, I asked her for her no and if I could call her but she said "it's probably best if we don't" I felt a bit used and sore and have been terribly confused since but part of me really enjoyed it but I wish I didn't feel this way, does this make me gay/bi I have no interest in men and am terrified she we tell mutual friends what happened. I also feel there's a bit of "karma" here where in situations I have had anal sex with girls that perhaps didn't really want to. So confused in the last 24 hrs.
Put the internet to work for you.
No comments:
Post a Comment