My SO and I have been married for 10 years. For the last year we have lived apart due to extenuating circumstances. We still see each other on the weekends although not every weekend because of the schedule I have with my kids. We had a 3 day weekend ALONE which is rare and I guess I had expectations. Let's just say the intimacy was way off. Lately, when we have been able to be together, it's like walking around in someone elses shoes. Ya know? Just not quite right. Well this weekend I was determined to step things up a bit and make up for some lost time. It was an abyssmal failure. I got into bed NEKKID! NEKKID! Which is something I never do so I didn't think an explanation was necessary. Apparently my husb didn't get it. W. T. H.? I didn't think NEKKID needed an explanation. I laid there for about an hour, waiting for him to aknowlegde my presence and nekkidness before he started falling asleep. I finally got disgusted and got up to put on a TShirt and shorts, much to his dismay. ARE YOU KIDDING ME? He had been watching the NEWS. He claims he didn't know what my expectations were. In 10 years I did somehting pretty blatant and he didn't get it? Now before you start assuming I am married to Forrest Gump, he is in an intelligent man who is also quite flirtatious when it comes to other women. He knew darn good and well what was going on. Did he do this to hurt me? To make me feel ugly?
Help me understand, please. Please. I don't get it it (pun intended):scratchhead:
Help me understand, please. Please. I don't get it it (pun intended):scratchhead:
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