I don't have too much time to type out my whole story but to be breif; my husband has battled alcholism on and off our whole relationship, he dealt with depression, and has a bad temper. Don't get me wrong he has great qualities too, hes a dedicated worker - never misses a day and works all the OT that is offered. He loves me and the kids with all of is being. Me, I can be a bit of a control freak (Which I think has a lot to do with my marriage) - clean freak (I can agree to this label).. I'm tightly wound and have a hard time relaxing and enjoying the simple things in life at times. The problem is him and I have nothing in common anymore. We have hurt each other so much in the past that our relationship became tainted. Our fights kept getting louder, meaner, and more frequent. We decided mutually to split (After I took off my ring months ago and have been asking for a divorce for over a year.. he finally agreed it was for the best for everyone) Well now he is the strong one and I am the weak one. I don't get it. I asked for this. This is what I wanted. I was so unhappy for so long. Now i'm shattered. I loved him more in the last week then I have in the past 5yrs. Is this normal?? Is this just because I'm hurting over the fact that this is actually happening??? We told our daughters, my youngest is sooo sad. I am trying so hard to keep it together for her and to do everything I can to make this a smooth transition but I'm dying inside! I can barely hold back my tears at work. Please!! Tell me how this goes! What can I expect??
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