I'm having a bad day, i keep asking myself why i got married, why. I dont understand how women have so much power to destroy men lives. I'm married for almos 7 years, i have posted others threads here but this one is much more serious. Im sorry if the text is too long but is real serious. I have the doubt if i divorce or continue married. Doubt if my wife will ever stand faithfull to me. The only thing that matters is financial status, buy a new apartment, making money, increase salaries, etc. I have a non safe job, its the kind of government job that i can lose anytime, but i'm studying and finishing business degree,after that i may find a permanent job, she is looking for job, a career, power, money, etc. Imagine if i would lose this job, i think she would divorce me.
Anyway, besides these problems, our sex life is getting boring, she's in her 30s, so she wants kids, a new house, etc. I dont want kids, i think...i'll never want children, actually, i dont have patience with them. I'm 28 and sometimes i think to myself, do i have maturity for kids? Can i become a good father?
Another problem is this, our church, she wants to stay in our church but i want to move to another one, i want to leave the church, i cant handle anymore because all that pastors want is money, power, manipulating and controlling people lives.
Folks, really. What to do? Everytime time we talk we fight, sometimes i think the best choice is the divorce, but in the meantime i find myself struggling afraid of lost, afraid of regret later, afraid of being alone.
Thanks for all the support friends!
Anyway, besides these problems, our sex life is getting boring, she's in her 30s, so she wants kids, a new house, etc. I dont want kids, i think...i'll never want children, actually, i dont have patience with them. I'm 28 and sometimes i think to myself, do i have maturity for kids? Can i become a good father?
Another problem is this, our church, she wants to stay in our church but i want to move to another one, i want to leave the church, i cant handle anymore because all that pastors want is money, power, manipulating and controlling people lives.
Folks, really. What to do? Everytime time we talk we fight, sometimes i think the best choice is the divorce, but in the meantime i find myself struggling afraid of lost, afraid of regret later, afraid of being alone.
Thanks for all the support friends!
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