My dad really gets on my nerves. He will be there taking the piss out of me, about my work and everything else. He never takes my side always loves to compare me with other kids his friends have and say you don't do this or do that. You will never amount to anything with the profession you are going to go on. Furthermore when I start to answer back then the replies i get are that you live in my house and my rules. You are a waste of sperm and i regret having you kids (also have 2 sisters) Now I'm 19 years old and have been dealing with this abuse ever since my mom left which was 5 years ago.
I just think let me wait this out because Im off to uni in september and cannot wait to start a fresh new life. I'm fine with my mom we get on so well its my father who is making my life a living hell. Sometimes I come home in a bad mood even before i open the door as I know what entails when I get inside. I love to stay outside at school doing work or favours for others as it means I don't have to go home. But now being a part time student with 1 a level to finish off I only go into school 3 days a week.
I've thought about searching some websites and who can help but i don't know who to approach or even talk about this. Its taken me a couple of months to get this on here so actually talking to someone is going to be even harder.
I know some of you guys will be saying talk it out or find out why he's like that. I have tried and tried and tried. But always fall flat on my face.
I just think let me wait this out because Im off to uni in september and cannot wait to start a fresh new life. I'm fine with my mom we get on so well its my father who is making my life a living hell. Sometimes I come home in a bad mood even before i open the door as I know what entails when I get inside. I love to stay outside at school doing work or favours for others as it means I don't have to go home. But now being a part time student with 1 a level to finish off I only go into school 3 days a week.
I've thought about searching some websites and who can help but i don't know who to approach or even talk about this. Its taken me a couple of months to get this on here so actually talking to someone is going to be even harder.
I know some of you guys will be saying talk it out or find out why he's like that. I have tried and tried and tried. But always fall flat on my face.
Put the internet to work for you.
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