Been with my bf for 2 years, and I live with him for over a year now !
He does things that make me think he loves me , but it is material things. I know that he would never do this things for anyone as he is very money money !
Over all he treats me like **** it is like he really doesnt know how to love or treat someone ! He loves to degrade me and when I get upset he laughs about it and thinks it is funny !
Sex life...haha what sex life ! When I first met him it was a fwb thing we had no plans falling in love or for this thing to be serious ! But it happened , and now sex sucks ! I really don't even want it and that is so odd for me ! I have been doing some research and Im wondering if he may not be gay and that Im just a cover up !
We sleep in out own rooms, we watch tv in separate. We don't eat in the same room, only time we are together is when we go to town for shopping and that is it !
Last summer I was so sick of not doing anything that I started to hang out with friends and ended up making some new male friends. We all spent a lot of time together over the summer. Bf is convinced that I had a affair and I never did I would never do that I don't believe in it, he said that he believes I did and that he is okay with it and that he says he pushed me to do it !
I don't get it , what I flipping mess this is ! :scratchhead::scratchhead::scratchhead:
He does things that make me think he loves me , but it is material things. I know that he would never do this things for anyone as he is very money money !
Over all he treats me like **** it is like he really doesnt know how to love or treat someone ! He loves to degrade me and when I get upset he laughs about it and thinks it is funny !
Sex life...haha what sex life ! When I first met him it was a fwb thing we had no plans falling in love or for this thing to be serious ! But it happened , and now sex sucks ! I really don't even want it and that is so odd for me ! I have been doing some research and Im wondering if he may not be gay and that Im just a cover up !
We sleep in out own rooms, we watch tv in separate. We don't eat in the same room, only time we are together is when we go to town for shopping and that is it !
Last summer I was so sick of not doing anything that I started to hang out with friends and ended up making some new male friends. We all spent a lot of time together over the summer. Bf is convinced that I had a affair and I never did I would never do that I don't believe in it, he said that he believes I did and that he is okay with it and that he says he pushed me to do it !
I don't get it , what I flipping mess this is ! :scratchhead::scratchhead::scratchhead:
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