My Husband and I have been married for 3 and 1/2 years now, throughout my marriage I have dealt with his accusations, his mental abuse and most of all his cheating and porn addiction.. the past year and half I can count off my 2 hands how many times we have been intimate! about a month ago I met someone at work, I have been talking to them non stop.. I feel so cheap so dirty, and am afraid if I don't stop it now its going to go to the next level I try so hard to avoid this man but i keep going back to it I crave the attention the compliments what I am not getting at home. I have tried getting my husband to go to the doctor for us to seek counseling but he just doesn't want to go he claims doctors are "to expensive" Sense when did rescuing a relationship with the so called love of your life become to expensive is the way i interpret that as a woman and as his wife, I never pictured my life with him this way, i was raised and taught better and after everyth ing my husband did to me and how much hurt he caused me I have went and done almost the same thing to him.. this is the first time ive done anything like this or of the sort and I don't know what to do with my life or our marriage I have confessed to my husband the things i have done and said, but its like he just doesn't get it that I need him more than he could ever imagine right now in so many ways not just the bedroom..
Any words of advice here?
Any words of advice here?
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