I've been dating this guy for 2 years now. Recently, around a month back he had an episode where he went into depression. I couldn't understand what was going on so I went to his mother for comfort and to help me understand things. I went over to his home very often to spend time with him and since he slept a lot, i used to chat with his granny and his mom.
In my worry and depression I ended up blabbering all my problems to her. Home-wise and very personal things I didn't know how to deal with. Like my parents cheating and all. She is a wonderful woman and she told me not to judge my parents and that its a personal problem etc and she was very supportive. I just love her so much and now I think I obsess over how I want to be close to her. I want to hug her and tell her that I love her and want to be closer to her. But she keeps her distance and keeps advising me and her son that 'you're still too young(we're 20) and that we have 2-3 more years before we commit to each other'. it def makes sense but I don't know why I feel like this.
Just to make things clear, I am NOT attracted to her. I want a mother-daughter relationship with her
Adding: She really does like me. She bought me this beautiful necklace for my birthday and for some festival she gave me money to buy myself something pretty. I can tell she does like me but sometimes I wonder if she thinks I'm a loser cause Ive blurted out everything to her in times of stress when my boyfriend was behaving weird and I feel a bit insecure
In my worry and depression I ended up blabbering all my problems to her. Home-wise and very personal things I didn't know how to deal with. Like my parents cheating and all. She is a wonderful woman and she told me not to judge my parents and that its a personal problem etc and she was very supportive. I just love her so much and now I think I obsess over how I want to be close to her. I want to hug her and tell her that I love her and want to be closer to her. But she keeps her distance and keeps advising me and her son that 'you're still too young(we're 20) and that we have 2-3 more years before we commit to each other'. it def makes sense but I don't know why I feel like this.
Just to make things clear, I am NOT attracted to her. I want a mother-daughter relationship with her
Adding: She really does like me. She bought me this beautiful necklace for my birthday and for some festival she gave me money to buy myself something pretty. I can tell she does like me but sometimes I wonder if she thinks I'm a loser cause Ive blurted out everything to her in times of stress when my boyfriend was behaving weird and I feel a bit insecure
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