hey everyone this is really complicated and i am really confused about me and this guy we've been seeing each other for about i would say three months and a half now,we call each other baby and act like we are going out, we even have sex and i feel like a fool cause i did have sex with him even though he properly didn't ask me out which is what I've been waiting for him to do, but i don't see him trying to do that. i also feel worst cause i gave myself away to him even when i told myself that i'll wait for that special one. we go at it sometimes and he says i'm rude and mean but i mean its all just a joke to me its just how i am and i don't get mad when he says anything rude to me either.if i'm rude to one why get mad when he/she trows a few words at me but there's also boundaries, well i really have grown to like him a lot. crazy thing is we don't text or talk like that either except when we are together, ever since i told him hes a boring text-er cause he don't say much when he texts. i'm also a straight forward person so i just bluntly told him that. anyways even when we are together we don't conversant that much its like sex is how we conversant most of the time after that a few mins later hes down stairs chilling with hes friends when i got to sleep over for a few days. i don't know why i like him so much that when its time for me to leave i wouldn't want to but when i sit back and thing bout all this things i feel i need to call it quit but i just cant. i remember also telling him about some other guys that have been trying to get with me just to make him understand that there are also other guys in line could that be why hes holding off because he was silent for awhile and he asked if i loved one & i said yes but it was just to see hes reaction but he didn't say anything it was just that awkward silent. sure i would've taken it back but i was waiting for him to say something reasonable which he didn't. i know he also talks to other girls too i remember going in hes phone and he was texting other girls but i couldn't understand what they were saying because he didn't text them in English but i felt i shouldn't get mad cause i text other guys too but i do that cause i know he didn't ask me out like he should i cant call myself hes gf i'm just really confused. but seriously why haven't he called whatever this is going on BTW us off if i'm so mean like he said. or if he didn't feel noting for me in anyway? should i talk to him about it? or would that be me just forcing it? cause its killing me.
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