So confused

So this girl and I both go to different colleges. We started talking one week before she left for college. We only got to hang out twice during that time but each time was great and you could tell the attraction was there. However, because we were going to different schools I was convinced that in another week or so we would just stop talking. Somehow we kept talking all this time and everything was great. We'd call each other sometimes, or we would FaceTime or Skype. I bought plane tickets to see her last Thursday through yesterday. Everything was great Thursday. However, Friday things started to change and she was acting strange. I talked with her and she told me that she was unsure what she wanted and has never had time to be by herself. Okay that's fine I understand. However yesterday she basically ended it and said she didn't feel like she thought she would. Basically she wants to stop talking all the time but still wants to send letters. I'm confused as to what's going on. This all happened last night and I've been thinking nonstop since then. I wrote a little message and am wondering if it would be a good idea to send it to her. I felt weird yesterday when I left. I didn't really know what it was at first but I realized now that it was a feeling that shouldn't be ignored. Yeah we said what we said and did what we did but I don't want to accept that. The fact that one day you said one thing and the next you said something completely different threw me off. Yeah it could be both but I'm getting a different feeling. The weirdness I felt was more of the fact that there's a part of me that thinks this can work regardless of what you said because I believe that you think the same thing somewhere to. I don't know what it is that's stopping you from saying this or why you said everything else but when I looked at you right before I left I know that you were thinking the same thing. That I shouldn't go. I know you told me that face you made was more of you feeling bad for making me feel like I have to leave, but for a moment I think something else flashed in your eyes. Yes I can be completely wrong and if tha t's the case; if I'm actually completely wrong, then I know that I should stop right now cause this will never work. But for some reason I feel like I understand you, even just a little. Maybe I'm just looking for excuses or hope, but I don't really think that's it. I think that, somewhere deep down, you feel the same way and don't want to end the good we have going. Maybe you're scared because it was going so well. I am that's for sure. Was I willing to risk it? Am I willing to risk it? You bet. Think I should?

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