Mum always putting me down

I'm sick of every conversation we have always resulting in her insulting me. She always calls me a loner, I need to get some friends, I need to get a boyfriend. I just quickly went to tell her that I had an exam tomorrow so could I get lift in the morning and in about 30 seconds it went from that to "you have no friends". I'm sick of it. I just walked away and cried in my room. I can't stand it. She knows I'm shy. I'm shy because she was shy too so what kind of rolemodel did I have. She knows nothing about me. I have friends at college who I've never even mentioned their names to her because she never asks. She's so self-centred. I admit I don't go out with friends ever outside of college and for the time being I'm content with that. It's my problem and none of her business. Does anyone have any advice? Literally every conversation is either her ranting about problems or her implying how much of an embarrassment and failure of a person I am. I know it's pathetic but she's always saying complimentary things about her friends' daughters who are my age and always saying how they have a boyfriend and are always out with their friends and how they're so funny and pretty. She has never said anything complementary to me. Even on results day instead of "well done" I get shouted at because I wouldn't let her post a Facebook status to brag.

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