Marriage in trouble- I posted under Missed Connections

I've been married for 2 years and have been with my husband for 5 years before that. I went out with girls and danced with a man at a club and liked the attention. I never do these things. Said our goodbyes and that's it. However, it's what I did the next day after all the festivities ended and I sobered up. I posted in Craigslist under Missed Connections seeking this random guy I met for 15 minutes. Knowing I probably wouldn't hear from him again but felt excited and guilty about doing this. My husband was looking through my emails and confronted me about this Craigslist posting and asked if it was mine and I blurted out "No" without even thinking. I was so scared and such a coward. I lied. I have broken his heart and lost his trust. He is furious, sad, and now doesn't feel like he knows me. I am ashamed for doing such a thing and I left it up for an entire week. I disrespected him and have crossed a line and taken him for granted. It is basicall y cheating. I did this. I also didn't know that he has had trust/cheating issues with a couple other heavy relationships in the past. He was my first boyfriend. How do we move forward? I have never lied to him or even felt a desire to look at other men. It was a new feeling that confused me and made me feel lonelier. I called our old therapist this morning and met with her today. My husband and I still love each other and he has agreed to see the therapist together. Do you hear about relationships moving through things like this? Can he ever feel the same way about me again? I am so frightened that I have ruined everything we worked so hard to build. Why did I do this? Am I that lonely and have this low self-esteem? He is such a good husband.

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