Having trouble dealing with things :'(

I wrote this feed awhile ago saying how i don't feel good enough anymore - http://www.thestudentroom.co.uk/show...971&highlight= And some of it had my ex boyfriend in it, Mainly saying how i still care for him and stuff but i feel as though i never meant anything to him.. Now its all getting harder as recently found out he is actually with this girl i have been wondering for a few months now. And its made me come to think, Where they liking each other while he was with me, and that his feelings changed months before ending :( Because i noticed right after the break (4 months ago), he started spending time with this girl. I know this may sound mean, but i feel as though his new girlfriend isnt the person he would go for and that he's gone for her as a rebound and that she was the only straight girl in his friends group that was single(My thoughts) - He had 2 gf's before me. and me and him was the only long term serious one. the girls he has gone for are the polite, respectful girl types. lol I know some people wouldn't like that type, but i'm friends with the two girls he dated before me, and they are just like me, so it says something there. But his new gf, if just completely different. and is all the things he said he dislikes in girls. I just feel hurt, used and also disappointed. it does make me feel not good enough :( At the moment all this stuff his friends are posting(tagged photos etc..) is to somehow hurt me and make me jealous, (yes its working a bit) and i've taken the people off my newfeed so i cant see anything( which has worked so far) but the things that hurt the most is, i also get anon texts sent to me, or photos of my ex and his new gf. it is hurting to see and receive this stuff, because i cant do anything about it or know who it is. I havent told anyone i'm getting these texts or showing I'm hurting. but i find its a wrong thing to do and feels like bullying :/ my ex is not that type of person(well from what i know) and he doesn't post anything like it on his facebook. i also don't know if he knows about the texting stuff either :/. it just seems to be all his friends(who 'was' friends with me too). I'm just hurts a lot ;( i feel as though i'm the bad person in all of this some how and that i did something to deserve being treated this way :( but deep down i know i haven't done anything and was nothing but nice to my ex bf and his friends..:( Just what can i do? (p.s sorry i wrote loads)

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