Found out something about my ex

Don't know if I feel crappy about it or just a bit resentful towards her. I don't speak to my ex at all, no contact etc. and I don't wish to speak to her. I'm way better off with her out my life, and there's a few reasons for that. First one is that when we were going out, she said really early on that she loved me. In fact, I found a Christmas card the other day that she gave me a month after being together where she states she loved me. I wasn't ready to say it back, so she ended it. Me and her had been pretty.... intimate, and she claims she'd never done anything with anyone before - but am doubting it now, but whatever. She cites that as another reason as to why she ended it because of her faith. That and the fact she was jealous of my previous ex. Anyway she ends it, we get back together a few days later. She sends me this big message saying how much I mean to her. A week later she ends it again. I've now found out a few days after that she starts seeing some new guy, whilst still texting me saying she likes me still. I didn't know about this guy. However, a month after us ending she did tell me she was dating someone, which is when I became a prat and told her I wanted to try again and had feelings for her. She basically said no and that was that, I said I was moving on. Then after a night out - and after only having one drink - she comes on to me, tells me it didn't work with the other guy, says she loves me, stuff happens and she wants to get back together. Next day she wants me to come round, I do, then later on she texts me ending it. She then starts seeing her best guy mate, ends it, and get's with a new guy, texts me to say he's the one and she loves him - and then calls it off. Also during this she says she nev er really loved me. What annoys me is the whole 'I love you', then a week later she's with someone else - then has a string of new relationships. Makes me feel as though I was just a stop gap till she found someone new. I dunno if it's something to do me, or it's just her just wanting as many boyfriends as possible? Thoughts? tl:dr - ex claimed to love me, ends it when I don't say it back, starts seeing people a week after ending it, then comes back to me in between - then ends it again and get's with new guys. Is it a problem with me, or is she just horrible?

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