I recently have been thinking about a previous relationship I was in. At this time me and my then boyfriend had already had consensual sex. We were on an on off relationship for about 2 years when towards the end of our proper break up something happened. I was at his house, I didn't want to be with him anymore and he didn't want to be with me but neither of us could end the relationship. He was on drugs which was unknown to me at this time. This particular night he wanted to have sex and was touching me and I said no, I could barely even look at him and even a small kiss would make me feel physically sick. But he didn't listen, he continued to be all in my face and touch me and grab my hand to touch himself with it. I had already said no and he had got in an aggressive mood, I didn't know what to do and although I didn't react or do anything back to him, I didn't say no either.. This has been troubling me for some time now after I read an article about a girl com ing to admit she had been sexualy abused which she hadn't realised at the time. Is that what this is? I am so confused I didn't know where else to turn to.
Put the internet to work for you.
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