I've become so deprived and have been for so long that I just don't care anymore. Is this normal? I'm serious as in not even upset anymore that my sexual desires are placed at the bottom of even tv shows and celebrity gossip.
It used to be that I would become frustrated after a month of dry spell then start asserting myself to ensure we connected sexually. But, 9 months ago after a routine rejection something snapped and I instantly said 'ok I'm done - sick of trying, sick of the humiliation'. As a result from that point I've not even had any desire what-so-ever. If porno comes on tv I just flick past it, I forgot even the last time I rememcer seeing my wife naked. She of course hasn't said anything.
Just wondering if this is normal and permanent - it's a bit of a curious thing suddenly not caring about sex at all. The one thing that does bother me is that I feel I have been psychologically castrated and that I don't rink is very fair ...
It used to be that I would become frustrated after a month of dry spell then start asserting myself to ensure we connected sexually. But, 9 months ago after a routine rejection something snapped and I instantly said 'ok I'm done - sick of trying, sick of the humiliation'. As a result from that point I've not even had any desire what-so-ever. If porno comes on tv I just flick past it, I forgot even the last time I rememcer seeing my wife naked. She of course hasn't said anything.
Just wondering if this is normal and permanent - it's a bit of a curious thing suddenly not caring about sex at all. The one thing that does bother me is that I feel I have been psychologically castrated and that I don't rink is very fair ...
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