I was casually on my way home from uni, waiting for the bus, afterwards on the bus journey I had saw this 1 girl (thought of her as my dream girl seeing her for the first time) after a while she notices that I was watching her and she turns to me and smiles. I was shocked by this, I could not believe and was not sure what to say. I said nothing to her because I wasn't confident enough or maybe just insecure. However, I exited the bus and walked home without saying anything to her now I am sad in regrets, crying because it was my 1st chance with a girl and never seeing her again. I am a loner constantly thinking of my hopeless future socially and sometimes I have dark thoughts maybe I would be better off one day if I was not living and. What should have I done ? what do I do now?
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