After reading "The Picture of Dorian Gray" and related works of literature, I've resolved to study how men revere and essentially lust after the men they deem superior to themselves, and of how men obsess over their role models, and how such obsessions aren't so widely distinguished from sexual reverance as we might think.
As a heterosexual male, I'm finding it a bit difficult to empathise. I've been visiting gyms to help myself admire and revere the beauty of the male form, and I've even watched gay porn videos where certain males have to submit to other males. I've tried to empathise with submissive parties in gay relationships by watching angsty gay porn videos, and I've started to feel the excitement and passion of being dominated by an alpha male. I've also been checking out the most desirable boys in my peer group and I'm beginning to admire their beauty and sensual charm.
However, I'm not sure if this is healthy and I'm starting to think less about girls which really scares me but I've delved really deep into this and I can't get my head out of it, I guess this is price I have to pay for wisdom
Put the internet to work for you.
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