This may sound utterly ridiculous to most people but I think I have some sort of phobia of girls?
I'm 18, never done anything with a girl whatsoever (that includes hugging). I'm painfully awkward around girls, like to the extent where I can't even talk properly to any girl I have the faintest hint of attraction to.
I do want to get a girlfriend but I know that it will never happen in the state I'm in at the moment. People say to me the only way is just to talk to girls more but this only makes matters worse as it just humiliates me and I'm now scared of social interaction with them as it makes me look stupid.
I'm also afraid of doing anything sexual with a girl like kissing as I have no idea what I'm doing and I'm just going to look like a fool. If I ever have sex with a girl I'm going to terrible at it as I ejaculate in about 2-3 minutes when I masturbate so with a girl this is going to be probably under a minute. I've seen threads on here where people are saying lasting 3 minutes is extremely quick so this just makes me feel really ashamed of myself.
How can I get out of this mentality and become a normal person?
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