Slept with him... now I really like him.

There's a guy who is always at my halls - he's friends with a guy in the flat next door, and he's been around quite a lot lately...just recently he's been asking about me a lot and kept telling my flatmates how much he wanted to get with me… it was kinda out of the blue. At the very beginning he tried to get with virtually every girl in the flat but we all refused, however lately he's been fixated on me for some reason.
I always thought he was a nice guy but a bit of a creep, but recently my feelings for him have changed significantly - he's not the best looking of guys, and he is far from my usual type, but I'm in love with his personality. We ended up having sex the other night and it was probably the best I've ever had. I've seen him since then and it was pretty awkward - I was quite mean to him but that's my way of trying to get over him. I know he has commitment issues, and so do I. I know that we could never be together but I want him to want me, and I don't know if that's because I know he never would…also I haven't told anyone that we slept together so the fact that it's our little secret (at least on my side anyway) makes me want him even more. I do also feel I'm way too good for him, but I don't know. If this makes any sense, please feel free to offer advice on how I should be with him/ what I should do...

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