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Anyone ever feel lonely at night and desperately just want someone to talk to?

I have social anxiety so to cut it short I pretty much have no social life. I'd love to have a social life and I'd love friends but with anxiety you doubt yourself, have low confidence and find it difficult to make friends and keep them. Anyway, I always find myself feeling really lonely every night. I think I have insomnia too which doesn't help as every night guaranteed I'm up until at least 2am. Most people are in bed at that time and because it's so dark and quiet and no-one's really around it feels as though it's like the film I am legend whereas I'm the only person alive and I'm all by myself. I'd love to have someone to chat to, just a bit of banter or whatever. I think it would be ideal particularly for someone I don't know as we could use the time to get to know each other, I mean it doesn't hurt talking and being random right? Problem is everyone is usually in bed and when I put statuses on Facebook and stuff obviously there's no reply. I'd abs olutely love to have someone to keep me occupied while I sit in bed and have loads of things and worries running through my head and I usually get myself all anxious for nothing simply because I feel so lonely sort of thing. Does anyone else ever feel like this? If so then I would do anything to be able to talk to you and maybe we could help each other by chatting at nights and hopefully make each other laugh and just talk about anything and everything. It's a long shot, but I thought I'd try. I've even thought about the extreme of going on sites like chat roulette and stuff just to be able to talk someone but a) it's usually full of people playing with themselves and dirty stuff like that which I'm not at all interested in because it's just not me and b) people aren't really there long enough before they cut you off and so it wouldn't really help. As long as I have someone to talk to and it feels like there's someone else alive in the world and talking to me, everything's g reat. I usually have to think of people who work at night and all the different night jobs going and what people are doing just so I don't feel so alone

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