i need help

i am lost. i am sad. if you read my other posts, i just asked my husband for a divorce. now i am thinking i made a mistake. i should have talked to him first. i should have found out what he excuse was for looking at dating sites. but then i cant ignore that this morning we had sex and 20 minutes later he was on the dating sites looking at naked women. after he didnt even look at my naked ass for 2 secs after we had sex and i walked into the kitchen. but i already miss him so much. all the good memories are running thru my head. every where i look in the house reminds me of him and of course it is the good memories. finally seeing just what he has done for me. only it doesnt excuse his actions, his lying, his drinking, his emailing OW to hook up. but i hurt so bad. i already want him back. to work it out one more time. i dont know what to do.

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