HI , after a divorce with a husband who financially and physically abused me , I am building up my work and honestly , my business is growing well .
I cant explain but despite the occasional loneliness i felt , which didnt last 1-2 nights , and it was well settled with a good night out with friends or my children .
I dont seem to have a desire to meet a man , although mentally , I think I should need to go to an environment where I can meet people . I work with kids so no man in my environment .
I wonder if it is normal to feel this way . I knew of a couple of gf and even guys who went "wild" after their divorces and slept with many man .
Also . I just realise , despite the court fight with my ex , over financials and support , I dont seem to have emotional feel towards him . even anger is little . i just find him pathetic as a man and whatever he tries to do and lie just seem ridiculous and pathetic .
It seems unreal , like the man that you slept with and had sex with , for 20 years , suddenly feel like a stranger whom you dont care about anymore , and probably wont even bother with if he is sick and call for help .
am I normal to feel this way ?
or I am turning cold ? or is this what people talk about here , the wall that guards your heart ?
:frown2::frown2::frown2:
I cant explain but despite the occasional loneliness i felt , which didnt last 1-2 nights , and it was well settled with a good night out with friends or my children .
I dont seem to have a desire to meet a man , although mentally , I think I should need to go to an environment where I can meet people . I work with kids so no man in my environment .
I wonder if it is normal to feel this way . I knew of a couple of gf and even guys who went "wild" after their divorces and slept with many man .
Also . I just realise , despite the court fight with my ex , over financials and support , I dont seem to have emotional feel towards him . even anger is little . i just find him pathetic as a man and whatever he tries to do and lie just seem ridiculous and pathetic .
It seems unreal , like the man that you slept with and had sex with , for 20 years , suddenly feel like a stranger whom you dont care about anymore , and probably wont even bother with if he is sick and call for help .
am I normal to feel this way ?
or I am turning cold ? or is this what people talk about here , the wall that guards your heart ?
:frown2::frown2::frown2:
Put the internet to work for you.
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