I have been with my bf many years, recently he's made me feel disrespected I feel like I'm insignificant he comes and has sex then I don't see him for two weeks comes and has sex again I feel it's all about sex, I didn't even see him Valentine's Day. He keeps referring to me as his gf but how can he when he doesn't see me consistently I'm a 20 min bus ride away (his vehicle is of the road at the moment) but he refuses to get on a bus. Anyway I haven't seen him since the last week of January, we text u ok etc but that's all really. I don't feel it's a relationship, he's just having sex with me. He didn't even message me on Valentine's Day, I feel it's all about sex and nothing else. He doesn't do oral on me but expects it from me. I don't remember the last time he did anything to me that didn't involve his dick.
So last night I was at a friends house and I never drink, I was having a massage on my legs suffer from tight inflamed calves he is a male his mother owns a salon hence he knows what he's doing with those hands, next thing I know he's massaging my intimate area, and I spread my legs wider, he fingered me and then ****ed me it was amazing. He has magic hands I see myself as single as someone who visits you 8⃣ times a year is not a bf and I have said to BF (he's not my BF I just use this term so you know who I'm chatting about) I feel we just have sex but he says he's monogamous, I don't believe that, I found him texting other women a two years ago and trust dissipated I know bf shagged girl he text behind my back, he says it was on a break. I don't know that 100% I think this is why I did what I did he always talks about his ex how much he dislikes her if you hate someone you wouldn't talk about her every damn time I see you, I think he is still in love with her.
Worth mentioning I really liked last night
Have I cheated and what do I do. I've never cheated always been faithful and never had a one night stand either, I never behave in this fashion, usually it's hard to get my knickers off, I'm very reserved. How did this happen
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