Do you ever find yourself wondering whether there is something even more out there than your current relationship? My boyfriend and I have been together for 6 months. I immediately found him very attractive and he felt the same way. We became intimate quickly and it's absolutey amazing (best ever really).
I feel more strongly for him than anyone in the past - I love him and sometimes feel absolutely convinced that we could spend our lives together, that I can actually see it. At other times though, I find myself wondering whether, because the feelings are so much stronger than in the past, whether there is ANOTHER level. At times I can also feel really jealous and worry that, because he is better looking than me, he has more options and might stray.
Problem is we don't have very much in common, or even a similar sense of humour. We wouldn't be friends if we weren't involved with one another I imagine - I love festivals and live quite a bohemian lifestyle (drugs, alcohol, etc) whereas he is a bit more sensible. We often sit in (comfortable) silence with one another rather than talk as there isn't much to discuss.
We open up to one another about emotional issues, in fact I have opened up to him more than anyone in the past, even my bf of 2 years, and he is SO understanding and lovely. We have discussed my family issues and his, but beyond this there isn't that much. We have fun but it's not like with a best friend. I do feel incredibly strongly for him though and can imagine our kids, our future, our house. What do you all think?
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