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Did I do this because I was depressed, insecure?

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Ok so a while back I was at college. I moved to a new city to be in the city and going on the degree course was just an opportunity so I took it. I wanted to escape from were I was living.I never could really settle even though I loved the city. I didn't really make any friends just a couple of acquitences. For months being they I couldn't settle. I was a positive person and nice to everyone. I'm normally a happy person and self confident. I'm usually very independent and speak my mind . I work hard. One time I had a bad day, I was being ignored and and didn't feel like I was treaded as an individual. This seemed to be going on for ages and I could feel the negativity. Maybe because I had nothing in common with anyone.One time on my lunch break I bought some alcohol and hid and drank loads. I know it was silly, I have never done anything like that before.

I spoke to a therapist and explained it to them. They said I was actually being bullied. I not sure if they were right or if was over analysing or I felt vulnerable because I was one my own.

Since then I have moved on but it kinda scarred me a little of what happened to me then. I have never been like that before.

Is this normal?:confused:

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