My girlfriend came back from uni a month or so ago on a break from uni because of her depression - and in that time I've seen her once, and talked to her over text/FB chat a couple of times.
As in, you know, not responding to me on FB chat, which, in her state is kinda understandable.
Anyway, moving onto the topic in hand, I went up to visit my close friend up at her uni, and we spent the entire time laughing, joking and talking - A Jolly Good Time Was Had By All.
And this got me thinking.
I'm sitting there, with this lass, having a whale of a time whilst my girlfriend is sitting at home, probably twiddling her thumbs or whatever it is that she's doing.
And all the time I'm just wishing that me and my girlfriend are like this - well, we were at one point so it'd be more 'going back to this', but since she took a nosedive, it's just feels like she's doing her best to ignore me, lol.
I'm constantly thinking about both of them and it's driving me to insanity - like, to the point of crying at one point.
And I don't know what to do - I can't talk to my girlfriend about it because I don't know what she'd do (read: potentially emotionally fragile :(), and I can't talk to my friend about it because she'll pretty much immediately guess that I'm on about her and that'd make it rather awkward between us.
What would you do?
In case any of you are feeling particularly bored, here's a thread I posted earlier. I decided not to add it to that topic as it's not really related to this thread...
As in, you know, not responding to me on FB chat, which, in her state is kinda understandable.
Anyway, moving onto the topic in hand, I went up to visit my close friend up at her uni, and we spent the entire time laughing, joking and talking - A Jolly Good Time Was Had By All.
And this got me thinking.
I'm sitting there, with this lass, having a whale of a time whilst my girlfriend is sitting at home, probably twiddling her thumbs or whatever it is that she's doing.
And all the time I'm just wishing that me and my girlfriend are like this - well, we were at one point so it'd be more 'going back to this', but since she took a nosedive, it's just feels like she's doing her best to ignore me, lol.
I'm constantly thinking about both of them and it's driving me to insanity - like, to the point of crying at one point.
And I don't know what to do - I can't talk to my girlfriend about it because I don't know what she'd do (read: potentially emotionally fragile :(), and I can't talk to my friend about it because she'll pretty much immediately guess that I'm on about her and that'd make it rather awkward between us.
What would you do?
In case any of you are feeling particularly bored, here's a thread I posted earlier. I decided not to add it to that topic as it's not really related to this thread...
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