My husband and I have agreed to get a divorce today. I don't have any emotion except confusion and a bit of resentment against not just him but myself. I never got married to set one up for failure. However it seemed that from day 1 that is where it was headed. Within two weeks of marriage he was surfing the web for pornography and talking to female co-workers in a sexual manner and about hooking up etc. As far as I know he has never physically cheated on me but came close to it many times. I am not a political person, I have my views and opinions of things but am not passionate about politics in fact some discussions of it repulses me. However throughout my marriage my husband started discussing his interests in it and is now doing political things full time. I started detaching from my marriage from the moment of the first time he started talking to other women and not wanting to be intimate with me. In o ur now almost 5 years of marriage there has been 3 to 5 months at a time that we haven't had sex. I am 24 so I clearly have a drive and always wanted to his words were always an excuse about him feeling bad or "its not you its me!" today I was scrolling through my phone bill it was a little higher than normal they said we had a few collect calls. I found out that my husband has been calling someone he claims to be tied to politically and that they exchanged numbers to discuss politics????we argue probably 5 out of 7 days a week I love my husband and he claims he loves me but i just can't take the fighting anymore Do i have too high hopes? is it time to give up and go through with this seperation/divorce or is there any slight hope at all for my marriage?
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