So we have been talking for 5 months now and have been official for a month and his obsession over this other woman is still going on...
We "met" via twitter and his header was this woman with a big ass and big boobs (http://ift.tt/1tpAnqn) and he would always tweet her pics or RT them and I didn't think much of it. Then just before new years he said sorry I got lost on twitter (he said sorry for replying late) and I was like haha yeah in Ines' ass (he tweeted a pic of her) and he's like yeah haha that always happens.... then he's like I think I have a problem I was like oh no what is it and he sends me 15 pictures of her.... and then listed everything perfect about her to me and obviously I went stone cold I did not like what had just happened he even said how she follows him I was like "Dm her then" AND HE SAID I MIGHT????????????? and HE KNOWS I am very insecure about my body (my body is perfectly fine but I do wish I had bigger boobs and stuff anywaysssss) but he knows I am an insecure person in general anyway we fell out over that and patc hed up but he didn't really acknowledge that he did anything wrong.
We finally met on the night before valentines and went out and had some fun in London and then spent the night cuddling and kissing it was all special and emotional. (btw when we met I had my friend with me he had his and they were together in another bed lmao bc in a flat) anyway yeah then I talked to him about what we are we became official and then he started to you know, be "controlling", making me block a guy friend for calling me etc things like that. I told him can you please not comment on other girls pictures out of respect for me, and then the same night I snapchatted videos of this famous beauty guru and her tag with her boyfriend when they were talking about liking commenting fav'ing RTing other girls pictures... he GOT THE MESSAGE LOUD AND CLEAR because he mentioned it to me the next day when we were talking about snapchat, I wanted to see his views so I said how I like to post stuff like that to see what others say about it but nobody snapped me their opinion an d he's like "haha maybe they agree??" sooooooooo he deffo got the message
Then I check his twitter yesterday and find that he fav'd that Ines Helene girls picture. I CRACKED, I was so cold with him he could tell something was wrong, he was tryna get it out of me all day but tbh that day I wasn't in the mood for drama that it might cause, at the end I was like haha nothing b it's nothing dw and then later on he told me how he's been having a rough day (basically his problems) and we moved on from the topic...
tbh I have a lot of anger about this, if it was Kim K or Beyonce I wouldn't care but he can't give me rules and I stick to them but then not abstain from going out his way to fav her pic? This woman doesn't even resemble me so how insulting that his ideal woman who is his header on twitter etc is nothing like me, so I am therefore NOT his ideal, just something to settle with, it's baffling like why is he even with me then? Why would he make her an exception to the one thing I asked him to do which was not fav or comment on other girls pics? Shes not even a celeb crush she follows him fgs am I justified in reacting like this? I am sooooo so so angry. I shouldn't be in this position. Whats your views?
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