Hi
So I was seeing this guy, it wasn't official. He made out like I was the only girl he was interested in, was telling me he wanted to be with me etc etc.
He then slept with another girl. He wasn't honest with me about it even though he had said he was, he told me it was only once (it was a ONS that's what he said) but I've found out through this girl that it was more than once, it was quite a lot of times.
He's still telling me he wants to be with me and he's sorry and he doesn't even like her. The other day I tried to cut him off but he was nearly crying to me down the phone and it made me feel bad.
I also found out some stuff that doesn't make me feel too good. Like they both have so much in common, they're both Vegans, they both like the same music, they both smoke weed, they both go to University studying the same thing. Plus the other fact that the girl he slept with is drop dead gorgeous, she has huge boobs and a huge bum and is really pretty, mixed raced and then there's me, some small blonde white thing with no tits and who weighs about 2 stone.
So yeah I don't feel good about myself and I'm jealous and upset that he's still lying to me about the whole thing. When I confronted him he was like I'm sorry it was twice, I didn't tell you it was more than once as I didn't want to hurt you. Then I confronted him again having spoken to this girl and then it was 3 times according to him but I know it was more than that, like I know for a fact he still isn't being honest with me!
I know we weren't official BUT I feel like he wronged me, after telling me he wants to be with me and making me catch feelings for him then taking a massive dump all over them. I don't know what to do as I do like him and he tells me he wants to be with me all the time but then he's still not honest with me about it and I don't feel good about myself :(
Could anyone help me out? thanks.
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