I am 22 years old, a chronic virgin, never had a girl friend, never even kissed a girl before. My friend, he is a bit of a dick, he cheated on most of his previous girl friends. and yet, because he is good looking, he can easily go to a club and pull a hot girl to have sex with, or go on a date with a girl. But I cant do that because i dont have the looks!!
Finally, after being depressed for so long, i decided to visit a prostitute to lose my virginity. But guess what i discover....ERECTILE DYSFUNCTION!!!. Thats right, i am 22 years old and i have erectile dysfunction. Now you are thinking, thats pretty bad, but oh well, atleast a bit of viagra can sort that out!. Well you are wrong, because what i have is no ordinary ED. It is porn induced ED. Which basically means after years of watching porn my brain recognised to only get an erection to porn. My brain doesn't recognise women as sexual rewards. Now because this is caused by excessive high speed internet porn use, this is a fairly new medical condition, which aren't even recognised by most medical bodies. It will be decades before this is recognised and a medicine is brought out for this.
Apparently through Porn induced ED forums and websites, the only method of curing this is by going 3-15 months, depends on severity of problem (which in my case is highly severe), without porn or masturbation or orgasm. how ****ing difficult is that!!!!?? I am not even allowed to think of sex. This is to reset your brain. Do you know how difficult this is!! Even if i accidental end up thinking of sex or come across a sexual image on the internet, that would be setting me back.
Lets say somehow i managed to get through this. thats not enough! after rebooting my brain, i need to rewire my brain to real girls by being around a girl and being sexual with her and allow my brain to realize real women as sexual reward. For this i would need a girlfriend. You have no idea how difficult it is for an ugly ****er like me to get a girl friend. theres a reason why i have never even kissed a girl before. and to top it off, i have uncurable ED!!
Even after all this, only about 3% of the people on the forum has cured their ED. And their problem was not even severe to start with. There are more people who have been doing this for years with still no progress and their problem severity is less than mine.
When i think of all the porn i watched, i can't help but be insainly jealous of the amazing life those porn stars have for obvious reasons. I would give anything for that!
Why is my life like this!! Am i supposed to go my entire life without having sex or being loved! why is life so unfair? people who are more evil than me have better life than me. I would literally trade my life with a homeless guy on the street. atleast he has hope!
Finally, after being depressed for so long, i decided to visit a prostitute to lose my virginity. But guess what i discover....ERECTILE DYSFUNCTION!!!. Thats right, i am 22 years old and i have erectile dysfunction. Now you are thinking, thats pretty bad, but oh well, atleast a bit of viagra can sort that out!. Well you are wrong, because what i have is no ordinary ED. It is porn induced ED. Which basically means after years of watching porn my brain recognised to only get an erection to porn. My brain doesn't recognise women as sexual rewards. Now because this is caused by excessive high speed internet porn use, this is a fairly new medical condition, which aren't even recognised by most medical bodies. It will be decades before this is recognised and a medicine is brought out for this.
Apparently through Porn induced ED forums and websites, the only method of curing this is by going 3-15 months, depends on severity of problem (which in my case is highly severe), without porn or masturbation or orgasm. how ****ing difficult is that!!!!?? I am not even allowed to think of sex. This is to reset your brain. Do you know how difficult this is!! Even if i accidental end up thinking of sex or come across a sexual image on the internet, that would be setting me back.
Lets say somehow i managed to get through this. thats not enough! after rebooting my brain, i need to rewire my brain to real girls by being around a girl and being sexual with her and allow my brain to realize real women as sexual reward. For this i would need a girlfriend. You have no idea how difficult it is for an ugly ****er like me to get a girl friend. theres a reason why i have never even kissed a girl before. and to top it off, i have uncurable ED!!
Even after all this, only about 3% of the people on the forum has cured their ED. And their problem was not even severe to start with. There are more people who have been doing this for years with still no progress and their problem severity is less than mine.
When i think of all the porn i watched, i can't help but be insainly jealous of the amazing life those porn stars have for obvious reasons. I would give anything for that!
Why is my life like this!! Am i supposed to go my entire life without having sex or being loved! why is life so unfair? people who are more evil than me have better life than me. I would literally trade my life with a homeless guy on the street. atleast he has hope!
Put the internet to work for you.
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