My wife and I married in 2009. We had a great marriage, in 2012 we found out she was pregnant and we were so excited. November of 2012 our daughter was born. She wasn't healthy and spent the better part of the six months in and out of the hospital. One day the doctor called us in and said he had to run some test on us because it would help in finding out what was wrong with her. About two weeks later I got a call from the dr saying he needed to see me, I said I needed to call my wife and see what a good time was to meet. He said he only needed to see me.
Once there he told me that she had a hereditary disease and that niether me or my wife had it. He took off his glasses and said "you do understand what this means" well I didn't really understand because I wasn't more focused on what we needed to do to make her better.
On the drive back to work it hit me. I can't explain the emotions that came over me. I was numb and went on auto pilot. When I got home later my wife asked what the dr told me. "He said that she wasn't mine". At the time I was numb her month was moving and she was crying but I can't remember a word she said.
We had been trying to get through this, but ever where I look I'm reminded of what she did. It came out over several months that she maintained a physical relationship from time to time with her ex boyfriend. They meet up several time a month from the time they broke up, two years before I meet her, until she found out she was pregnant.
In september I simply couldn't deal with it anymore. Every thing triggered her cheating. It was like no matter where I turned. "What's keeping me here?" I couldn't answer that so I left, filed for divorce and have done my best to ignore and forget about the whole thing. It just feels so unfinished.
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Once there he told me that she had a hereditary disease and that niether me or my wife had it. He took off his glasses and said "you do understand what this means" well I didn't really understand because I wasn't more focused on what we needed to do to make her better.
On the drive back to work it hit me. I can't explain the emotions that came over me. I was numb and went on auto pilot. When I got home later my wife asked what the dr told me. "He said that she wasn't mine". At the time I was numb her month was moving and she was crying but I can't remember a word she said.
We had been trying to get through this, but ever where I look I'm reminded of what she did. It came out over several months that she maintained a physical relationship from time to time with her ex boyfriend. They meet up several time a month from the time they broke up, two years before I meet her, until she found out she was pregnant.
In september I simply couldn't deal with it anymore. Every thing triggered her cheating. It was like no matter where I turned. "What's keeping me here?" I couldn't answer that so I left, filed for divorce and have done my best to ignore and forget about the whole thing. It just feels so unfinished.
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