Horny Virgin, what to do?

Hello! Ok, here goes. I'm 23 & a Virgin, it's not bothered me until lately, I'm just incredibly horny, all the damn time! I can't even look at a girl without having sexual thoughts, masturbation just doesn't cut it any more. "Go get laid!" Yes, yes, yes. I don't drink and have a very small social circle, so simply picking up a chick at a bar isn't a play here. The fact I'm very shy doesn't help either. Part of me is actually terrified about the first time as I feel it'll be a complete embarrassment for many reasons. So, to the point now. I'm thinking of hiring an escort. It's a sad way to lose ones virginity, but I don't see it as something special and the fact that I'm an incredibly horny virgin is playing on my mind far too much and starting to grind down on me mentally. I feel that once I get this release out then I'll be able to get over it and move on. Better still it'll give me the confidence for when the real deal comes around. I know some of you are going to say the typical response to wait for someone, or go to a bar/club and that using an escort is just plain wrong but is using an escort really much worse than a one night stand? At least this way they'll understand and make me feel as comfortable as possible, right? I'm not really sure what I'm expecting from posting this here, I just feel as if I need to get it out and tell someone, so feel free to post your thoughts, whether good or bad. Thanks!

Put the internet to work for you. via Personal Recipe 2629979