| Please bear with me here... So around Easter time my then-boyfriend went to a party, got insanely drunk and ended up cheating on me by kissing/touching another girl. He confessed the next day (which I thought was really brave) and he sounded really, really sorry, and he was on the brink of tears. At that time I forgave him instantly because I really appreciated him being honest with me straightaway and I knew that he was feeling really guilty. He also supported me throughout that time because he wanted me to know that he still cared. At that time also, all but one of my friends weren't speaking to me and were basically trying to avoid me, so I would have felt completely alone if it weren't for his support. I felt like my heart was healing, but it took a while for me to feel OK again. During summer we went away to Italy together, but near the end of it he confessed that it wasn't some random girl like he told me before, but it was actually one of my close friends (one of the ones ignoring me earlier). With this I felt hugely betrayed because not only was HE lying to me the whole time, but all of my other friends as well. Everyone that I cared about knew. And the worst bit was that out of all my friends at the party, all except one thought that not telling me was the best option, because they were afraid that I would cause a huge drama. (Which is not in my character i.e. If I forgave him instantly, why wouldn't I forgive her too?) So now I don't know what to do. I'm about to start uni so my boyfriend and I mutually broke up but we still love each other and he's still willing to support me through this (whenever I cried he would hold me and make me feel better, and he even bought me flowers to try and apologise for lying to me). But now almost all of my friends refuse to talk to me or support me, and I don't know how to deal with that. Any advice? | |||
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